Sunday feels

So it’s been three days since my last post. I have been feeling a lot better about myself and my journey. I’m still not in the perfect head space but honestly who is? I don’t know how everyone else feels but something that has gotten to me lately is the amount of fillers a lot of blogs put on their sites. Hey, obviously its working, I read it but….when I go look for something say a recipe I just want the recipe and possibly any pointers if it may be a bit tricky. I do not want to know how much Sharon loved it when you took it to the pot lock. How you spent five hours picking the perfect fucking cabbage. NO just give the recipe. Oh my goodness along with saying there is a meal plan and shopping list and then making the person jump through five different things just to get what you promised in the first place. No wonder the world has trust issues. Everywhere online is filled with padded and added bullshit that doesn’t really need to be there. I think if we all got to the point a little bit more things maybe different. But what do I know I’m just a person typing away on a computer who really has no idea what the hell she is doing with her life but is willing to share you rants and other things haha. I honestly have come to the point that I am okay if no one ever reads this. I think at this point in my life I need it more for me then anyone else. Also if spelling and grammar errors piss you off I would leave right meow. I also don’t plan on having any structure and just want to do what I want write how I want and if someone else reads wonderful. Any who so my last post was on Thursday. So Friday was a much better day. I got up in the morning made my warm lemon water. Speaking of lemon water, if you aren’t already drinking it in the morning its something to consider, I learned about it when I was on my juice diet and it is something warm and tasty that isn’t coffee plus it gets everything moving and when I say moving I do mean it. So after preparing that I started my arm workout which is just a 10 minute toner that I found on pinterest and someone said she did it for three months and it made a huge difference got rid of the bat wings and such so I thought I’d give it a go. After doing that I found a channel called walk at home and for someone being really over weight it’s sometimes nice just walking but you also do other things so you feel like its a good work out plus I get my fitbit steps in (because that’s important). I also found Billy Banks tao bo workouts that I have done a couple days of and they seem like older videos but I really enjoy his energy. Yesterday was pretty good did my arm workout among some other exercises I have done 30 minutes each day since Thursday except today but ill get to that later. I also worked all day yesterday 10-6 so lots of walking around and movement from work as well. Anyway on today. I don’t feel down but I don’t feel energize. It’s a snowy wintry mix right now which I don’t mind it’s not sticking to the roads or anything. It doesn’t make me want to get up and move though either it just makes we want to chill in my bed instead of spending an half an hour exercising. It is supposed to be nicer this afternoon and since we get that extra hour of sun now I may do something tonight after work. I am so excited to have lighter longer days, makes me very excited. I’ve also decided to do only weekly progress picks because the internet doesn’t need to see me everyday ALTHOUGH no one is seeing my right know haha oh well I am enjoying rambling on. With that said if you are in the mid-west stay safe I heard from my family back in North Dakota that they got a couple feet of snow the other day. If you are in southern New England aka. Connecticut with me don’t whine about the whether too much its going to pass soon and we get 50s next week. For everyone else not in those locations keep it real and safe with whatever may be going on round you. Know that you are loved by the universe and more people then you may believe.